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Created on 2006-11-11 19:37:34 (#11586246), last updated 2009-11-17
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I am 28 years old. Stats are currently 5'4 94lbs and I have implants for boobs hehe (they weigh 3 pounds) my goal weight is 85 by x-mas. I was 130-135lbs this last February and just exercise a little bit. Mostly pilates and a lot of cleaning, not sitting still... running around the stores and such. I believe age does not matter especially concerning eating disorders. My friends vary from 14 up to mid 50's. I love helping and talking with people that have ED's. It helps me and helps them.. I hope. I am optimistic and free spirited mostly :)
I have been anorexic since I was ten years old and bulimic since 14. I don't really eat all day, I am 95% anorexic and give in to purging a few times a week. No big binges though. My main thinspo is Tracey Gold, from the movie "For the Love of Nancy", I feel like I am falling deeper into the ana side and am in love with it. I currently do not work. I am very weak right now and messed up my kidneys from purging and loosing weight fast. My meds are Klonapin 2-3mg for anxiety, I have insomnia without taking anxiety meds, etc. I also take non-narcotic pain killers for the kidney stuff. I also take laxatives in the am so if I eat at night it hurts and makes me not eat. I have made so many wonderful friends from the proana community. We text mostly but are best friends and help each other alot. I love coffee and diet dr. pepper. I have been honest lately with family and friends about my ED, they all kinda knew but I talk openly and it has helped me a lot. No one is trying to change me, I have a great family support system.
I have been anorexic since I was ten years old and bulimic since 14. I don't really eat all day, I am 95% anorexic and give in to purging a few times a week. No big binges though. My main thinspo is Tracey Gold, from the movie "For the Love of Nancy", I feel like I am falling deeper into the ana side and am in love with it. I currently do not work. I am very weak right now and messed up my kidneys from purging and loosing weight fast. My meds are Klonapin 2-3mg for anxiety, I have insomnia without taking anxiety meds, etc. I also take non-narcotic pain killers for the kidney stuff. I also take laxatives in the am so if I eat at night it hurts and makes me not eat. I have made so many wonderful friends from the proana community. We text mostly but are best friends and help each other alot. I love coffee and diet dr. pepper. I have been honest lately with family and friends about my ED, they all kinda knew but I talk openly and it has helped me a lot. No one is trying to change me, I have a great family support system.
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